This is my story of my voyage with my Co-Writer, My Higher Power to sobriety via the internet. It was here that I reclaimed my life.
You have your own voyage to plot, your own stars to follow whether you choose my path or choose another with AA, or with one of the many fine addiction treatment centers
The important thing is that you do what you can. Now.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Guess What?
How time does drag on when your drunk and hungover. I guess that moderation thing isn't working for me. So typical Day1, queasy and tired but resolved. I be back to being more philosophical in the next few days. Keep checking in.
Facingfacts, I faced the fact that I was alcoholic years ago but then it took me years to do something about it, then years of trying on my own to do something about it, then a year trying to moderate with Moderation Management and then finally the acknowledgement that I needed to say goodbye to alcohol forever. I don't know if I'd be where I am, joyful and peaceful with my decision, if I hadn't struggled all those years,there's a reason for the journey, as difficult as it may get. I'm just glad I got here. You'll get to where you need to be too if you just don't give up, I had a lot more day 1's after this one.
I've had so many day ones. Now I'm having a day two. This time I realize I'm an alcoholic and moderation isn't going to work. Sad but true.
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ReplyDeleteFacingfacts, I faced the fact that I was alcoholic years ago but then it took me years to do something about it, then years of trying on my own to do something about it, then a year trying to moderate with Moderation Management and then finally the acknowledgement that I needed to say goodbye to alcohol forever. I don't know if I'd be where I am, joyful and peaceful with my decision, if I hadn't struggled all those years,there's a reason for the journey, as difficult as it may get. I'm just glad I got here. You'll get to where you need to be too if you just don't give up, I had a lot more day 1's after this one.
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