Sunday, May 10, 2015
Happy Mother's Day
Seems like I start every Mother's Day by going back. Back to that last one before I quit drinking. When I worried whether my boys would even call, thinking that I deserved it if they didn't. They always called. I never felt like I deserved it.
Yesterday, I got this facebook message from my youngest, Matt, in response to a message I sent him about my concern for him and my daughter-in-law who are sergeant's in the Air Force. (For a little bit of my history with Matt, click here. A Day For Remembering )
Hey mom. .... I love you more than you'll ever know. As far as this situation goes I wish America would figure it out before it's too late. Id rather go fight them there and have civilian casualties there than here. If some thing doesn't happen it is going to end up on our door steps. But all that bs aside I love you and don't tell you enough and I'm glad you worry about me.
Yes, I'm bragging a little. I deserve it.
P.S. For all my fellow mothers out there who are feeling undeserving out there today, don't give up on them, but most of all, don't give up on yourself. Love you, Kary